Lost in my own thoughts~~~

I did ask myself why it did happen
Why did my life suddenly become hell
It used to be all so blissful as would a stay in heaven
When, in my lover's gaze, I did consider myself to be his only belle

But I did come to know about it, by means so clear
My lover was to me, a cheat
He did cheat on my trust, he did make out with my peer
Why, now, with truth imbibed, I do feel like I roam life's lonely street

Shall I even gather myself back up
Life is made of struggles, of pains, of aches
What matters is how we do cope with it all, how we do gather ourselves back up
I shall fly again, I am sure of it, even if now I do feel stuck

Why, lust is but the beautiful word for love,
Strong, I shall move on, as would be one so brave

Swirling Swirling Water~~~~

Dreams of water
Swirling and swirling all over my head
Dreams of water
Engulfing my soul, so in need to be kept in good stead

Choose I to walk my path
I always end up lost
Choose I to care only for my aim
Always do I see myself grabbing maya's bait

Yes, water, drowning me under
Water, flowing everywhere with steady power
Water, pulling me from my path
Water, robbing me of my easy laugh

How to learn to row a boat
When strength I have not in my bones
How to learn how to float
When swimming is for me, as hard as floating is for stones

Dreams of water, pulling me down further
When all I seek is to rise,
Rising up higher, rising up the skies
Going up, to see the world, the one other

Dreams of water, shout out my soul
May Him hear my call
The one residing beyond the maya wall
May Him save me from my fall

A world filled with sinful water
Can only taste, oh so bitter
A world for the fallen
A world for the trodden

Pray, merciful gracious power
See, see my pitiful plight
Shower on me your blissful light
Wish I only to be saved from this swirling dream of water

Hatred - The Devil's Thrill~~~~

Did you ever wonder about how is it that humankind harbors hatred
Did you ever wonder about how did life become so accursed
Why does Man, with darkness, does be acquainted
About how and when to the devil, did be acquiesce

Hatred does root from Man's heart
Sometimes it snatches away his comfort
With hatred he does become obsessed
For only hatred, in his heart, has been amassed

Yes, Man is now ruled by his own ego
Never shall he accept to bend
For his wants only shall he care to stand
Never even bothering whether he does put others in great sorrow

Hatred does cause millions of people to be killed
Hatred does cause the devil to be thrilled
For with Man's hatred for his own likes does he feed
Yes, even if such does cause Man's blood to bleed

Hatred does cause Man to keep his distance
Away from those who do love him, he does be a monster
Not even does he believe in goodness
Not even does he believe that life, without hatred, would have been better!

Hatred can lead Man to cause great destruction
Not only to himself but to all those who surround him
Never shall be believe that he does bask in confusion
Believing that only he does exist, that towards himself, none has the right to desist

Hatred can ruin each and everyone
Pray, fall not into hatred's trap
It is all a ploy of the devil
The devil being but the one who wishes to see Man fall

Fall not for such crap
Life, without love, is all dark and gloomy
Life, with hatred, is like a dark road
At every corner, there does be, a most powerful enemy!

Simple Pleasures~~~~~

How great life feels when it is lived simple
Joy and smiles abound in ample
Pleasures are even to be found in everything
Why each and every melody of one's life does then feel like it is a blessing

I do enjoy life in such a way
From toils and troubles I do keep at bay
Life's melody is as sweet as the divine one
The one which can even melt rocks down

But while I did enjoy my life's simple blessing
I did then wonder about what does help me in being
What it is that does give me my breath
What it is that does give me my power

Power to feel, to see, to walk, to enjoy, even to be in sorrow
Surely it is not merely science's accidental flow
Surely, some more mysterious force is at play
Life, does be, surely, one of the greatest mysteries ever

I am sure I shall come to see life's meaning
The time shall come at any moment
For it, I have always been waiting
For its coming, I do have to be patient

Life shall I say to it, I swear to live your ways till the end
Someday, everything shall end
Regrets shall then fill my heart
My soul, my body, even my conscience

Life, shall I say to it, I shall take everything that you do give
I know, unknown are the reasons why I do breathe
But I shall fret not about these
I shall not even allow myself to freeze

Life is a beauty piece
Live it in peace
Live it with calm
Yes, live it with charm!

Stormy Heart

A storm rages over my heart
It has been here since eons ago
Now my heart is drowned in a pool of sorrow
For it does seem that the storm did cause my feelings to be in abort

Yes, empty and barren is my heart
No one is worthy of having in there, a place
For, once in the storm they do get caught
They do realize that  I am evil, instead of being full of grace

The storm is made of swirling winds
They rage on, destroying every part of my heart
The storm is also made of bloody tears
Tears that I did shed when I did fall in love with my soul's assassin

A storm it is, so strong that it does control my heart
No more can I smile and say yes to a passing sweetheart
Those who do dare take a trip in,
Do lose the grip of their own boat, they easily do backspin

A storm it is, having not on Earth, a worthy equal
It did bring my life to a temporary stall
It did bring me to build around myself, walls of defense
So that none shall again trample on and have me to their tunes, entranced!

A storm it is, which I shall carry with me to my grave
It was formed all for the sake of love
Love for a hater, love of the mistaken type
A storm it is, from which I shall never have any escape!