Mystery's Love

Though I have been born on an island
Though the sea and the beaches make themselves seen to me so often
Each time I do sit and watch the waves
I do feel like I am roaming soul, a soul seeking mystery's love!

Such is what is happening now; sitting am I, at dusk, on the sand
All alone, my heart does beat fast and my pen is in my hand
I do sit and write of what I do imagine
Of the sea and the waves and the mystery of it all, being my life's only scene

I see myself on board a boat
One on which no name is writ
One bearing no flag, except a hidden one, made of a skull
One having no destination, except to keep away from life, a disguised hell

On board this boat I am, on board with a prince
One so mighty and bold, so handsome, with a devilish face
So handsome that when he chose to kidnap me
I pretended to be so meek and weak, as to be scared to follow him meekly

On board this boat, we do make love, so deep and passionate
On board this boat, we do no more care about Karma and Fate
On board this boat, we do exist only for each other
Regardless of whether calm or wild is the water

We travel the world, we meet with mythical creatures
Mermaids, hiding in their hair, the olden pirates' treasures
Krakens, wishing to gobble us up in one gulp
Ulysses, even, shouting out to us to free him, to give him a help!

We battle the rogue waves, we drown in each other's comfort
We live day by day, as if it were the last
We breathe in and out freedom
We are our own rulers, rulers of the sea, a vast kingdom!

The sea, the only escape to our toils, the only way to rid us of our miserable state
The sea, wide, open, inviting, infinite
The sea, by the side of which, dreams full in my heart, I do spend the night!
The sea, by the side of which, dreams full in my heart, I do pen down a hearty write!

The Worst of all~~~~

I thought I was blessed
I thought I had been graced
Little did I know that I had in fact been cursed
Expecting the best, I did get the worst

A messenger had come to me
To tell me that I had been granted a boon
Now, I could hope to grab the moon
The moon or any other thing being of great mystery

A messenger who presented himself as the divine
One who would make sure that everything would always be fine
I listened to him, agreed to do as he did bid
And got thrown down into a vicious circle, one which I would not be able to rid

A messenger of the Devil was he in fact
Having chosen me with a lot of tact
He hoped to make of me an instrument
One which would cause pain to the world, in moments so frequent

My soul got tangled in this mess
My life became filled with distress
Lost was my peaceful rest
Lost was the beating warmth in my chest

To the Devil now I swore to abide
Swallowed I my usual pure pride
And lost my beauty
Swallowed I even my dignity

A being of darkness did I become
One who made of Hell her own kingdom
Often was I seen in dark places at night
With the aim to find the fire of doom, to end the whole of humankind

Brought I despair to those who were good
Brought I shame to those who were prude
Brought I destruction to this world,
By opening the gates, the gates leading to the worlds of hell

Hope I now never more to be saved
Why, a dark being am I, one indeed so brave
A dark being made of malice and witchcraft
A dark being hiding her true side, that of being a wretch!

Shadows~~~~

Shadows cling on to my soul
As if, they do urge me to recall
Of the times when I let myself beat to the rhythms of life
Of the times when I thought I shall always be able to conquer life

Shadows, seeming to be almost as lost as ghosts
Shadows, allowing me not any new starts
Shadows, reminding me of my fall
Why, a Queen had I once been, loved and cared for by one and all

Shadows cling on to my soul, tugging at my sleeve
Please, pray I to the skies, please, help me be brave
For shadows do still be around,
Thinking of themselves wise, and being all proud

Why, someday, I shall be freed
For such freedom, pray, I do hold on much greed
For life here does rely on ego
Even if it knows quite well that it shall never wake up to any tomorrow

Shadows, mighty and bold you may be
Mind you, I shall discard you with a look, so snobby
For once, you caused my fall
Indeed, for such, you must surely recall

Shadows, I shall replace you with the glare of angels' light
Why, in such a light, I do feel cozy and safe, devoid of any fright
Shadows, I shall indeed pretend to be blind to your sight
Shadows, mind you, keep your distance, for you I do hold much hatred!

Peace~~~~

Peace
Peace, how painful is your absence
The world, without you, does be a great mess
See, see, how there is, in each and every being, a great distress

Peace,
Peace, how shall I find you, can you hear me calling
Without you, I have even ceased to enjoy the sight of stars twinkling
Without you, I can only care to worry about each and every of the world's ailment

Peace,
If you be in the lap of the Great Lord
Please, do be brave, do leave His side
Come, come, we need you to keep us apace in our stride!

Peace,
Peace, see, if you remain deaf to my pleas
The world itself shall keep being in unease
Peace, I wish to see some purity in humanity, instead of some evil disease!

Peace,
Peace, I wish, I wish I could be your harbinger, your herald
Peace, I wish not, in your name, to win any medal
I wish, rather, to rid the beings of this world, of their inborn torment!

Peace,
Peace, hear the call of my innocence
Hear it, and do come and lead my daily living's dance
Peace, only in your radiance, can I aspire to have from the Heavens, a glance!

Peace,
Peace, how painful indeed is your absence
Peace, to you, I swear, the whole world does show some reverence
Come, come, I swear, along with reverence, the world shall show you some good abidance!

Fulfillment~~~~

The world in which we live

Is the cause of so many grievances

Yes, the world in which we live

Does expect one to follow, to be made of acceptance

The one who goes off his line

Is surely the one to be seen as the odd kind

But the one who chooses his path,

By speaking up for what he believes is truth

Does cause the rest to toss and turn, being filled with nightmares

Being filled with scares

Being filled with despite

Oh how they wish they had, in their hands, power so absolute

But how fulfilling

To speak up for yourself

To fight for your right

That of being a woman, one of a kind, indeed, a matter to celebrate

How fulfilling indeed

To be the fresh lawn among the dried up weed

To be the rose among the thorns

To rise in spite of scorns

How fulfilling 

To see the green eyed monster breeding

Growing and growing to become something so ugly

Something diseased, even unearthly

How fulfilling

To speak up for oneself

How fulfilling

Why, I do feel like I have been given a new breath!

How fulfilling

How fulfilling

Pray, a woman of inner strength I am

A woman living life, as if it were a dream!

Fed up with humanity's evil~~~~

Fed up with all that I could not control
I sat and looked up towards the blue sky
There, where it is said that the maker of man does be
There, where answers are found as to why and how things do be

I wish the invisible veil would roll
I wish it would show me the truth
I wish of so many things, of having in my hand, a wand
Of being made of magic and of being able to live both on Earth and in the sky

Why, fed up with all that does be made of humanity's evil
I no more believe that here, I shall have a thrill
See, each and every man does be ready for a kill
As long as their selfish wants are met with

See, each and every man just care to satisfy their lust
Why, they are even ready to trap the weak
So long as their ugly ends do be achieved
So long as their ugly deeds do be applauded

Wonder I if I do live with humanity, or with demons
Wonder I if it is still worthy to give out sermons
Wonder I of it all
And wish I the invisible veil would roll

And take me, to the other world, for a stroll
I wish not to meet up with the dead
I wish rather, to meet up with God
I wish to hear of why does He pretend to be always absent

Why, I guess I shall not see the skies opening themselves up
I guess I better get back to carrying out my duty
Someday, I shall see that which I do seek
Yes, indeed, someday, I shall cross the veil!