Let the Music Play on~~~~

She was but ten years of age
So young yet, in her, was a deep rage
Life did give her nothing
So much that to its every requirement she had been failing

But her heart did start beating
The day she heard the music flowing
A violin it was, played by a most handsome musician
So much that she wanted to be, like him, a violin's magician!

Frail she was, only ten
Abandoned, frightened
Left to herself in an orphanage
Yet, to voice out her heart's will, she did have the courage

She did learn to play
She did make of the violin her life's say
Why, other than for this instrument, she felt not for anything
She would never even resort to playing or even dancing

The music did fill up her empty heart
The melody did help her lose herself
She did no longer care about her sad state
To smile she did, once more, she did smile at life!

Her tutor did see in her some potential
When she played, she seemed even royal
Someday, she would grab the stars
Such he had already seen from afars

Yes, she lived only for music
Some saw in her a melodious mystic
Yes, she felt strongly for such a thing
The only thing that kept her, for a lifetime, breathing!

Adieu to 2014~~~~

The year turns its page
The new one we all do welcome
It has indeed been a beautiful year
Even if at times it did make us all shed more than a tear

We did climb on new steps
We did try to grab the moon
We did even cry
We did even fault

Yet, in the end, we do remain thankful
We do remain submissive
Life is just a messy game
We all did lose some even if we did win some others

We did forgive, we have forgiven as well
So let us all, with love in our hearts, rise
Let us all say, we shall be strong
We shall need to, we shall definitely need to

This one year we shall not forget
For its warmth we shall always have some regret
Someday, we shall all look back and wish
Wish that things did never ever change!

Blessed year, to you we do bid adieu
A last day to celebrate your worth
Why, should the Lords of Heavens be happy, we shall be blessed again
Again, we shall see why we do need to smile even if we all do pain!

Sometimes, all we do need in life to smile is comfort
Health, security and company
Let us all forget our wants, those capricious ones
Those for which we did throw so many tantrums

In all, let us feel, yes, let us feel the love
Love for each and every part of the year
I am sure, it is the only way that more blessings would show themselves
So come on, as from now itself, let us all, do love, and do smile at everything!

A wish for an anonymous friend~~~~

Dear Friend, I wish to write to you a letter
I wish to tell you things I weigh heavy on my heart
See you not these as being from my part, a blunder
Rather, take my words as a cue to give yourself a new start

Please, friend, do let go of the past
I admit that you did cling to your loved one fast
But life, as everything else, does have an ending
I am sorry that hers did come at a time when your love was blooming!

Please, see all the opportunities that do lay in front of you
You do have a heart, I am sure you still do
You do have youth, and you do have beauty
Handsome is what I would qualify you, so let go of your negativity

Do you know that everything that happens to you does have a reason
If she died, so young, maybe it was because her time was over here in this prison
This world itself someday shall come to its ending
Surely, this truth you must be knowing!

See, someday you shall regret your time wasted in lamenting
Someday when you shall be too old to even enjoy your body
You shall surely cry more than you do now, you shall realize that it was all meant to be
That life is made of suffering, never, ever is it even fulfilling!

For the coming year, my dear dear friend
I wish to see you bold to hold your stand
I wish to see you smile at life
And say, hey, am stronger than your malice!

Upon a Falling Star

It was on the eve of Christmas night
I could only sit and gaze at the sky light
The universe, thought I, is mysterious
I guess it makes us as such
I was alone and I did celebrate my loneliness with scotch

Tears did come to my eyes
Why, after all, I did think myself wise
I had left the family nest
Caring not to think that it was so precious
That it was the only thing that did, to me, matter much!

Why, thought I upon a falling star
I wish to travel back in time
Say, star, so glittery, could you help me ease my inner war?
I then closed my eyes and opened them to a new scene
I was yet seven, it was Christmas and I was still the family's queen!

Everyone did surround me, as I woke up and rushed to the magical tree
Mom, dad, grand mom, cousins, even uncles and aunties
Why, my joy and well being was the only thing that mattered
Being a little queen, I must say, had me well catered
My laughter was the only thing that wanted my whole family!

A home it was, with warmth and solace
Cosy and enjoyable, oh how I wish for that lost time
A time when the departed was still among us
A time when I was so loved as to be pampered for the sake of a whole fuss
A time I wish to go back to, tonight, as I do sit and drink my scotch!

Love, Say I~~~

Love called out to me
See, see, how I do long for you
It said, in a mood of romance and happiness

Love called out to me
Wait, wait, why do you go on your way
Is there something lacking in me

Love, say I
You are not real
You just come and go

Sure, you do move me
Sure, you do shake me
But when I do fall for you, I do fall from the heavens as well!

Love, say I
You have never been true
Selfishness surrounds you, I can feel it in your aura

So, when you do call out to me
I shall turn a deaf ear to you
Love, remember, you are just an object of sin!

Love called out to me
Pray, see me not as a sin
I am the only possible way, through which you shall reach the heavens!

See you, your duty is love
Your religion is love as well
So, do practice it! Do preach it!

You shall benefit
Indeed,
You shall!

Fallen for Love

Love is surely God's greatest gift to humankind

Love is what allows us to be blind

Love is what melts us to the extent of turning us kind

Love is great, love is exhilarating

Love is what I saved myself from

Having been intent, bent, on finding the Lord's kingdom

But when those eyes glanced at me

All of my principles I did let go, as if propelled I was by Love

After all I am but a maiden

One frail and fragile woman

Wanting to be cuddled, wanting to be kissed

Surely, the Lord will not be angry if I do allow myself some love

Those philosophers of life did mean it that way

To love the Lord does imply loving that which he created

Man, in his most brutal form, Man, in his most basic form

Man, the one ruler of this land, Man, the one to hold the hand of the woman

Love is surely God's greatest gift

Blessed I am indeed to be imbibed with its fragrance

May it last, May it last for as long as I shall breathe

May it last, yes, please, may it do!

Lost in my own world~~~~

I did ask
I did pray
I did even feel
I do even still
But in all, I sit alone
The white lilly in a blossoming garden

Without it, what do I become
Pray, tell me,
Come, mystic words
Come, even in dreams do come
Come in whatever way you wish
For I need to know

I need to know, whether I do suffer a fall
Or whether I do rise beyond stars
Whether, for me, it be a sin
Or it be rather, my wholesome duty
Do light up my gaze
I do feel confused, basking in a mystery maze

If a test it was
Why, surely I did fail it
My solemn word I could not even keep
But I am but a lilly
White, glowing, pure, insecure
I do need it, this hand to hold on to!

Life I do not wish to tread your ways alone
Though for all of my sins I do wish to atone
Life, pray, do shower on me some mercy
Listen to my heartfelt call
And feel for me, some pity
Do give me, yes, do give me what I do seek!

Mine own Doppelganger!!!~~~~~

The night was still young, the hour, early
Alone was I in my room
Alone, musing, ready to write, sipping on a glass of brandy
Enjoying the silence, sure, common, yet, wishing I felt not so empty

Though it was still early, the night seemed to be so sexy
A cool wind soothed my warm skin
A huge moon hung up in the sky, shining so bright, making me all dreamy
The twinkling stars had me drowned in far away tales of princes and princesses

A gulp of brandy and I was all ready
I got up to fix my hair, and to be, for bed, all preppy
O sheer horror it was when I did glance at mine own reflection in the mirror
I saw not one reflection but two of myself staring back at me

One was the plain me
The other one was me basked in beauty
With glistening skin, pure in soul, and lovely in figure
Why, thought I, what could I be seeing other than a ghostly doppelganger?

To me it did smile
To me it did say thus
Wake up, wake up from your sleep
This world is a dreamy one, yet, for the disappointments it gives you, pray make not a fuss!

This world is certainly not real
Please be not attracted to its feel
Life is here, here where I am
Life is here, in the land of the sacred name!

I was so scared
I could not talk
I did only listen
For indeed, for love, I was, but a heart so broken!

A doppelganger I am for sure
She continued
But do know one thing
One day, you shall be me!

Our worlds are interconnected
An alien I may seem to be
But please be not scared
Rather, do live, more, do live without any care!

Having said thus, she disappeared from my sight
My mirror showed now, only me in plain sight
Was I dreaming
Had I been imagining

Was it the brandy
Surely,
Surely, it must be so
Else, I would not have been talking to another me in the mirror

Yes, the night may still be young
But enough, let me get to bed
Tomorrow shall indeed give me more stead
As when the light does shine, mysterious creatures do keep at bay!

But the words of mine own doppelganger remained stuck in my head
The truth shall I know someday
Someday, someday, I hope is indeed far away
For now, I only wish to live my own life!

Mistakes

Mistakes are often forgiven

If not, why is humanity driven?

To live as the sexy vixen

Lends me a life so mistaken

One in which smiles become a burden!

Mistakes are often repeated

Such is for the shortsighted

The reason for the mistreated

To believe in the enchanted

Is the belief of a Lord so fixated!

Mistakes shall be forgiven

Such was whispered in Eden

To this, with shame we say Amen

For we are like the betaken

Leading the way like blinded busmen!

The love of our conscience

For the master of the existence

The one who baffles all science

Shall give us solace and repentance

Unto blinding light, we shall lead the dance!

Weaving dreams

Life has become one so hard and fast
To money matters we all do cling fast
So much that we forget we need to take a pause
So much that we forget even to admire how pretty is the rose

Love is never even taken into account
Unless it is made of a selfish egoistic amount
Love is easily discarded
Easily forsaken for it is not rewarded

Never ever did the Lord hope he would see such
Always did he believe humankind to be just
But see, see, so easily did evil have us into its clutch
See, see, now to love oneself more is indeed a matter of must!

Life could have been better
If only we would not mind our own temper
Life could have been sweeter
If only we would have loved it a bit more

Life is but for a time
I do use most of it to make up a rhyme
Pray, do not waste your precious minutes
Use it for redemption, use it to realize your dreams

Why, life, rough and tough you may be
I am in love with you
Even if you do keep me all dreamy
It matters not, it matters not, a dreamer I am after all!

The pain of love~~~

Why is it that I did lose my heart
I asked myself with a start
Each time, it happens
Each time, it leaves me broken

Life is meant to be lived with love
Yes, Compassion for the whole of humankind I do feel
Yet, when I do lose my heart
Always do I find myself torn apart

Dreaming and pining
For the past and even hoping
For it to be today's becoming
Why surely, such is my fate, my own!

I did swear to the God of Greatness
That I shall not fall into a sinful abyss
Yet, I did lose my heart
My pledge to keep myself pure I did even desert

Life is made of sways
Of ups and downs
Of smiles and frowns
Of dark clouds and sunny rays

Still, I do feel like I live not
I do feel like am in discomfort
I only wish to find some pleasure in this world
Is it so hard, or is it simply that this world is not real?

A Fall~~~

How overwhelming
The last few moments could not have been real
I flew, up above the clouds
I even danced, along with the angels of love
To think that now it is all over
To think that now I should let it go
See it as the past
Think of it as dead and gone
And know that it will never happen again?

Why, surely the Gods do like this state of mine
Tormenting my soul up to its very depth
Now, I should have to tread on
As if my heart to none does belong
Love is meant to be part of life
But then, I did give my heart to the heavens
So how could I have allowed myself to fall
Fall for that which I always claimed to be sinful
For that which I believe is temporary and transient

I am sure the heavens do now look down upon me
Life I said, is for a short while
Life I said, is to be lived with a smile
Yet, those few moments had me shooting
So much that I miss this amorous feel
So much that now, I will need to gather my strength
I will need it indeed
For my path does belong only to me
My path does belong only to me and to the one who guides me!

Creation's love making

It was oh so marvelous
I watched the scene, feeling oh so amorous
It was lovely
It was just pretty

So much that it got me dreaming
So much that it made me feel overwhelming
It was such a sight
Watching creation making love to itself at night

Yes, the moon shone, it sparkled even
Birds of the night roamed here and there
The air smelled of freedom
Imbibed with it all, I let my mind, of speculations, to form!

Everything was right there,
Each and every little thing in its place
Creation has been right made
May its glow never oh never do fade

Clouds did tease my heart, playing with the moon
A game of lusty hide and seek
The more they hid it's shine
The more for it I did pine

I dreamed then of God
Of some Being who lived in a far off abode
Of some Being who thought of it all
Of the same Being who gave this world, its soul

In love with Him I am
Searching and pining for Him have I been
Ever since I realized that life does be beyond the invisible wall
Ever since I realized how futile life is here on Earth

Yet, I know I shall find Him not on Earth
He did set a religion,
That of being in love
Yes, in love we are to be with each and every parcel of His creation

So, on this warm and windy night
I choose to apply this philosophy
Love is never to be taken as an object of trophy
Love is to be felt, love is to given

Love is to shown
Even proved
Else a being of the darkness I shall be taken for
A being of evil and of sinful brooding!

Little do we know,
As on our paths we do go
That creation does make love
Yes, creation does make love to itself

Do enjoy it while you can
Remember while you do live, do love this land
Someday, it shall be seen as a yesterday
Someday, you shall be given new pastures to play!

The Magic in the Air

The days feel so magical
Christmas is here
Decorated trees and chiming bells
All make it seem so unreal

Along with Christmas
Has come knocking on my door
A little butterfly
It came, all prepped up, looking oh so pretty

I have news, it said
News for you, news to lighten your heart
It is here, it said
That which you have been seeking all this time

I could only look at it in wonder
Why, surely I must be dreaming
Butterflies do not talk
Never ever

I have come, it continued, from the other realm
Please know that your past sins have been forgiven
At last, you shall be blessed with some peace
At last, your struggle is over and done with

Could it be, I breathed out
Of course, it said, now please shake off that pout
I turned my eyes up and looked at the skies
Why, all this time I had looked up at them with cries

Now, I shall smile
The wind itself seems to be nicer
I shall wait
And hope

I do have faith
I do believe in the holy words
Pray, heart of the universe
Pray, be kind, pray, be generous to me!

Love~~~

Love does have a face
It is made of smiles
Of embarrassing glances
Of gulps
Love's face is made of coyness

I saw it
I felt it
Once, a few days ago
It made life feel so good
Love does give a melted heart

Love does have a face
It is such a face, which reflects the says of the heart
I did see it
It was so heroic
I felt like a heroine, a princess of a tale so epic

Love does have many forms
One of them is physical
I wish to feel such
I wish to bask in its meaning
To feel its freshness on my body

Love though, requires more than a sex appeal
Love requires trust
Commitment
Support, understanding
Even some shared meaning

Love made itself scarce
I do wish to enjoy its lasting feel
Love
Come
And do stay