Expectations dancing in my mind~~~~

Expectations do dance in my mind
My heart wills me to follow their line
My heart wills me to listen carefully
Listen, it said, listen to the call of destiny

Frightful does be life
Frightful and strange indeed
Meant to be lived with faith
Life does show to us, all the times, that it is diseased

Yet, a path we do have to follow
A path whose ways the wind to us does blow
We shall all have to walk on it
Whether we do be willing or we do be reticent

A path, a unique one, meant for all of us
A path, expecting us to tread upon it without any fuss
A path, leading nowhere
For life, ending with death, does never be fair

Still, expectations do dance in my mind
In my soul even
Why, I shall be willing
At my fulfilled expectations I shall be smiling

Side by side, I shall feel the blessing of the mysterious
Of that which we do hold as being precious
The divine
The one power which makes itself felt by a melodious tune

The winds, the trees, the flowers do shake and dance
Excited they are at the expectations I do hold in my heart
Excited, they do tug at my conscience
Go, they urge, go, and give it a chance, that new start

Mind you, life does have two sides,
Misery and pleasure do both be full of pride
Pray, my miserable shell I am ready to shed off
Yes, indeed, for the expectations in my heart, do promise a most pleasurable start off!

Distance and Love~~~~

It was so hard, to say goodbye, to look at your eyes
To know that as from now, I would have to be my own muse
It was so hard that I never did let you go
See you, I lived my days waiting only for the coming of tomorrow
For when, I shall be able to have one more look at those eyes

I did live such, having momentous episodes running in my head
Even seeing life all in passionate blooming red
For you were there
And everything seemed all fair
You were there, and I kept hoping that someday we shall both wed!

I lived my life alone,
Putting on a front made of stone
I lived only for that day
For when I shall hear you say
That you have been like me, to yearning memories, so prone!

But now, that I do be in front of you, looking again at you
I wonder at why did I even let myself fall for you
You are great, you are charming, you are wonderful
But you are also just a dream; just so unattainable
Why, sitting here, in front of you, I just feel so uncomfortable!

Why, I realize now that I thought you were made of different matter
That you and I had a soul meant to be together
But you are so different from the you in my dreams
That for the sake of it all, I shall have you as only a friend so it seems
Why, is it not said that distance only does make the heart fonder?

Distance did make me yearn
Distance did make me blind
I love you not, I love you not
Pray, please do not feel so downcast
Rather, breathe in relief at the freedom that my distance does cast!