Distance and Love~~~~

It was so hard, to say goodbye, to look at your eyes
To know that as from now, I would have to be my own muse
It was so hard that I never did let you go
See you, I lived my days waiting only for the coming of tomorrow
For when, I shall be able to have one more look at those eyes

I did live such, having momentous episodes running in my head
Even seeing life all in passionate blooming red
For you were there
And everything seemed all fair
You were there, and I kept hoping that someday we shall both wed!

I lived my life alone,
Putting on a front made of stone
I lived only for that day
For when I shall hear you say
That you have been like me, to yearning memories, so prone!

But now, that I do be in front of you, looking again at you
I wonder at why did I even let myself fall for you
You are great, you are charming, you are wonderful
But you are also just a dream; just so unattainable
Why, sitting here, in front of you, I just feel so uncomfortable!

Why, I realize now that I thought you were made of different matter
That you and I had a soul meant to be together
But you are so different from the you in my dreams
That for the sake of it all, I shall have you as only a friend so it seems
Why, is it not said that distance only does make the heart fonder?

Distance did make me yearn
Distance did make me blind
I love you not, I love you not
Pray, please do not feel so downcast
Rather, breathe in relief at the freedom that my distance does cast!