If God had wanted it~~~~

If God had wanted it to be a truth

Today, my fate would have been linked to him

Linked to the one who can grant me sooth

The one for whom my tears have filled my life to its brim

If God had wanted it to be the essence of my life

He would have done so without a second thought

Realization does hit me, I am to be filled with reality's breath

Yet why is it that I still long for him, as if i was a forest undergoing a drought

Surely God does have His plausible reasons

After all who does question His actions

It is said that everything happens for the best

Everything that happens is just a token of a test

A test, testing all that we are made of

Are we made of feelings, are we made of love

Are we not simply selfish and materialist

Wishing to get rich and why not even be labelled as racist

Why, if God had wanted it,

He would have made of him an artist

But such is not given to everyone's line

So he made of him, an arrogant, as if he was revered in a holy shrine!

Such a man, tell me, is he adorable?

Is he not simply despicable?

I somehow still pray that somehow, his heart does open

And no more shall he see love as being a burden!